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Love is...

Journal Entry: Thu Jan 24, 2008, 1:20 AM
Love is irritating.

Love is depressing.

It's completely illogical and scares the crap out of me. There is no pattern to apply here. There is no sure fire way to make it work. It makes you want to slit your wrists and cry and jump into a mountain pool butt naked screaming in delight.

It makes me giggle.

Yes- you heard me. I GIGGLE WHEN HIS NAME IS MENTIONED.Like an idiotic twelve year old when a guy looks at her from accross the room.

It renders me speechless.

Everytime he goes and does something "cute". Yes, CUTE. Like saying "I love you" or "You look great" or bringing me a chocolate- a still completely intact chocolate despite the fact that he is as much a chocoholic as I am. These things rob me of my usually overbearing, overly loud voice. And of course my vocabulary.

Love makes me grin goofily...

And of course my lecturers notice. And think that I have gone insane. And keep looking at me with worry in their eyes, expressing their sympathy... And laughing at me behind my back.

It makes me fail maths...

Because suddenly an absolute value is his hands, integers are part of his personality, one times one is two and division is just plain...cruel...

Love makes me into a jealous possessive b*tch

Who wants to suddenly gauge out some other chick's eyes because she's THERE, with him, asking him for his OPINION while I'm stuck here, mourning the fact that I am unable to touch him... to hear his voice... to feel him here, next to me... that he can no longer be obstinately, painfully honest in his opinions about me... that I can no longer drag him on shopping sprees and force him into clothes...

Love is...

Trying to talk more quietly... stopping with random cussing... wearing skirts and dresses because he likes them... wearing no lipstick because he hates it... crying together on a kopje...

Love is making a fool out of me.

A hopelessly romantic fool. A hopelessly frightened fool. A hopelessly cynical fool. A plain old hopeless fool...

And yet...

Love is promising things you KNOW cannot be. Love is hope springing eternal. Love is wishing on the stars in your eyes. Love is knowin that, for now, there is someone who will hold you as you cry. Someone who will cry with you. Someone who you can face tomorrow- brief though it may be- with.

Love is a foolish farce, giving you hope.

Love is a fleeting thing.

Love is forever.

Love is a method of escape.

Love is not knowing how to say sorry any more.

Love is caring, comforting.

Love is harsh and hurtful.

Love mends your heart.

Love loves tearing it to pieces.

Love...

Love is a contradiction.

And I LOVE it.

  • Mood: Drooling
  • Listening to: His heartbeat
  • Reading: His SMSs
  • Watching: That girl! GRR!
  • Playing: With my sanity
  • Eating: My ever loose tongue
  • Drinking: in the sight of HIM

Devious Information

  • MSN
    kaaspatat@hotmail.com
  • Current Age: 18
  • Current Residence: South Africa
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: What kind of perverted question is this? It's like asking my weight! GAH!!
  • Interests: Gaming, reading, art, staring...
  • Favourite movie: Uh... Indianna Jones? Star Wars? Serenity? FF 7? I really have no clue.
  • Favourite band or musician: Currently- I'm obsessed with The Rasmus :-'
  • Favourite genre of music: Anything goes
  • Favourite style of art: Anything beautiful...
  • Operating System: Windows
  • MP3 player of choice: Mine
  • Skin of choice: My own?
  • Favourite game: F.E.A.R, Worms
  • Favourite gaming platform: PC
  • Favourite cartoon character: Dr Dracken
  • Personal Quote: Smile... it confuses people
  • Tools of the Trade: My sick and twisted mind ;-)

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*SplinteredGemstone:iconSplinteredGemstone: Jan 7, 2008, 2:05:16 PM
hey hey you!!!
miss ya!!
hope you doing goooood!
:boogie:
~CHASEFLANDERS:iconCHASEFLANDERS: Dec 8, 2007, 9:41:12 AM Mood: Furious
hi ill join the dark side
~RoshinRyu:iconRoshinRyu: Nov 11, 2007, 12:13:28 PM
HAPPY FRIENDSHIP WEEK
send this heart 2 atleast...15..people ...
including..me...if.. .u..care...for....me !!!

and if..u get...at least...10 back....you wil get......good..news. ..within...15 Min...!!!
Let"s see many hearts you get!!!!
All the best........please do ....


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FAKE FRIENDS: Will ignore this
REAL FRIENDS: Will send it bak 2 u

im waiting......
its a frendship week

if u get 10 u r really a lovable person
=robyn21:iconrobyn21: Oct 7, 2007, 2:25:19 PM Mood: Joy
Thanks very much for the fave!

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I'm from the community of hobos!

I am Neville Longbottom in dA's ~Claimers-Club
~Sacredlova:iconSacredlova: Sep 29, 2007, 8:33:45 PM
YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED!

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!

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Dance like no one is watching...
(Peeks through window, watches you dance, giggling, hehehe...)
~lovemeethate:iconlovemeethate: Sep 27, 2007, 10:38:43 PM
thank you for the favorite.

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Forget supernatural 'cause all those resting in peace are out walking the streets.
~R1c0ch3t:iconR1c0ch3t: Sep 19, 2007, 3:24:41 AM
Oh! Hehe- I'm at that stage too. But that doesn't make the "confusion" time period's stuff any worse.

In my ever so humble opinion. :D

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I write salami. I try to write good salami, but salami is salami. - Stephen King

The surest sign that intelligent life exists elsewhere in the universe is that it has never tried to contact us."
- Bill Watterson, in his comic strip Calvin and Hobbes
~Coffin-Case:iconCoffin-Case: Sep 12, 2007, 1:37:00 PM
Hey thanks for the faves and comments. Glad somebody likes the stuff I write.
As to why does emo/goth/ confusion bother me? Because I'm still 17 going on 18, not out of it all yet but mostly just a rocker now.
Thanks again.

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Live Fast, Love Hard, No Regrets
Be Yourself, Don't take anyone's shit and never let them take you alive.
Hillary Clinton is the AntiChrist
MAC=TOOL OF THE DEVIL
~R1c0ch3t:iconR1c0ch3t: Aug 18, 2007, 10:23:42 AM
:poke: Really?
Could've fooled me! ;-)

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I write salami. I try to write good salami, but salami is salami. - Stephen King

The surest sign that intelligent life exists elsewhere in the universe is that it has never tried to contact us."
- Bill Watterson, in his comic strip Calvin and Hobbes
~R1c0ch3t:iconR1c0ch3t: Aug 18, 2007, 10:19:18 AM
No prob!! you rock!

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I write salami. I try to write good salami, but salami is salami. - Stephen King

The surest sign that intelligent life exists elsewhere in the universe is that it has never tried to contact us."
- Bill Watterson, in his comic strip Calvin and Hobbes
~cheetahdiago:iconcheetahdiago: Aug 16, 2007, 10:27:32 AM
it is youuu! *pokes*
~ConfuzedStuff:iconConfuzedStuff: Aug 4, 2007, 10:35:22 AM Mood: Joy
hey thanks for the:+fav:

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Permanently confuzed
:confused:
*Compassion81:iconCompassion81: Jul 17, 2007, 5:38:27 PM
Thank you so much for the favorite on The Fight!!!! Have a terrific week you!

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The journey is the destination.
~R1c0ch3t:iconR1c0ch3t: Jul 14, 2007, 6:48:54 AM
Kewlios Thx

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I write salami. I try to write good salami, but salami is salami. - Stephen King

The surest sign that intelligent life exists elsewhere in the universe is that it has never tried to contact us."
- Bill Watterson, in his comic strip Calvin and Hobbes
~EricaLeeV:iconEricaLeeV: Jul 11, 2007, 7:54:26 PM
Thank you for the fav! :) Much appreciated. :hug:
~My-God-Issa-Girl:iconMy-God-Issa-Girl: Jul 11, 2007, 5:22:04 PM
the icon? as long as u give IllWillPress credit for Foamy & me credit for the icon, I dont care if u use it.

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I am perfection.
~R1c0ch3t:iconR1c0ch3t: Jul 11, 2007, 3:33:43 PM
Hey- I loved that cartoon! ^^ I have to ask- does anyone have dibs on it? 'Cuz I so desperately want to use it...

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I write salami. I try to write good salami, but salami is salami. - Stephen King

The surest sign that intelligent life exists elsewhere in the universe is that it has never tried to contact us."
- Bill Watterson, in his comic strip Calvin and Hobbes
*o0neondragon0o:icono0neondragon0o: Jul 1, 2007, 6:38:58 AM Mood: Joy
Thanks for faving my Foamy pic [link] just checking out here now :gallery:

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~“The only thing necessary for the triumph of evil is for good people to do nothing.”~
~My-God-Issa-Girl:iconMy-God-Issa-Girl: Jun 30, 2007, 3:34:11 PM
Thanks for the +fav on Foamy Icon

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I am perfection.
*SplinteredGemstone:iconSplinteredGemstone: Jun 10, 2007, 1:47:21 PM
hey there hun
miss you!!
:hug:
~R1c0ch3t:iconR1c0ch3t: Jun 2, 2007, 5:25:09 AM
Lol. Hey there! And thanks!

*rings the doobell...* :D

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I write salami. I try to write good salami, but salami is salami. - Stephen King

The surest sign that intelligent life exists elsewhere in the universe is that it has never tried to contact us."
- Bill Watterson, in his comic strip Calvin and Hobbes
*Silver7Rose:iconSilver7Rose: May 24, 2007, 1:08:19 PM
hey, :wave:
cool gallery :w00t:

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:hug: Always have the time to Love someone:love:
:petting: :smooch: :manhug: :heart: :glomp: :cling: :blowkiss: :cuddle: :hexentanz:

Never knock on Death's door...
Ring the doorbell and RUUUUUUUNN!!! :rofl:
~skim4real:iconskim4real: May 7, 2007, 4:21:00 AM
no need to be nasty!

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stay behind enemy lines...



DONT THINK.
SKIM INC.
~skimincclothing
~R1c0ch3t:iconR1c0ch3t: May 5, 2007, 12:41:55 PM
NOTE: And you wonder why I keep you out of the loop?

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I write salami. I try to write good salami, but salami is salami. - Stephen King

The surest sign that intelligent life exists elsewhere in the universe is that it has never tried to contact us."
- Bill Watterson, in his comic strip Calvin and Hobbes